[00:00:00 - 00:00:11] I want to welcome you to the Phoenix Bookstore. I am Jeannie Brittingham-Erstead. I go by the name of She Who Remembers. I do audio tapes for KPFK. [00:00:11 - 00:00:21] And I was thinking how I wanted to introduce Terrence. I took my name She Who Remembers because of my love of history and the ancient. [00:00:21 - 00:00:26] And there was a wonderful book about the ancient Anasazi Indians called She Who Remembers. [00:00:26 - 00:00:37] Well, in Terrence's tribe, he's got to be He Who Remembers. And I told my kids I was going to see a wonderful storyteller tonight. [00:00:37 - 00:00:42] So I'd like you to all help me in welcoming Terrence McKenna. [00:00:42 - 00:00:50] [Applause] [00:00:50 - 00:00:57] There are copies of Archaic Revival here also. [00:00:57 - 00:00:59] Okay. [00:00:59 - 00:01:01] We'll wake up the world. [00:01:01 - 00:01:08] Well, it's a pleasure to be here. This is Friday. This must be Santa Monica. [00:01:08 - 00:01:12] It's sort of been that kind of a week. [00:01:12 - 00:01:21] I'm humbled and amazed to see so many people turned out for this. [00:01:21 - 00:01:28] Basically, I'm here to promote a new book of mine called Food of the Gods from Bantam. [00:01:28 - 00:01:37] And I understand that there are also here tonight copies of the Archaic Revival, which is technically not released yet. [00:01:37 - 00:01:48] So you can be well ahead of the curve if you get a copy of that, because I don't think it will be generally released for about three weeks. [00:01:48 - 00:01:57] So let me just say a little bit about this book that I've been working on for a couple of years. [00:01:57 - 00:02:07] And then we can talk about it for a half hour or so, and then I'll sign copies for the hard core, so to speak. [00:02:07 - 00:02:11] [Laughter] [00:02:11 - 00:02:25] What I wanted to do with this book, The Food of the Gods, was I wanted to set down in as careful and as well-documented a fashion as possible [00:02:25 - 00:02:35] the argument for looking again at the impact of psychedelic plants on human evolution, [00:02:35 - 00:02:48] on the emergence of all of the higher qualities that we associate with our own unique species out of simple animal organization. [00:02:48 - 00:03:01] And I wanted to do this not because I wanted to carry out some kind of academic criticism of the orthodox theory of evolution, [00:03:01 - 00:03:16] although that was part of my intent, but really because I felt that if we could change the way we think about how psychedelics were used in the past, [00:03:16 - 00:03:23] it would change the way we think about these things in our present situation. [00:03:23 - 00:03:32] Many of you probably lived through a portion of the 1960s psychedelic revolution, [00:03:32 - 00:03:44] and there psychedelic plants and experiences and drugs were presented sort of as instantaneous psychotherapy. [00:03:44 - 00:03:56] There was not in the 1960s the awareness that these were not something new, these experiences and compounds, [00:03:56 - 00:04:08] but really what was being discovered was the world's oldest religion, religion as it was practiced during the first million years [00:04:08 - 00:04:22] before it was taken over by BDI little priests with their shopping lists of moral commandments and prescriptions. [00:04:22 - 00:04:33] Basically you see there is a great mystery about human emergence out of animal organization. [00:04:33 - 00:04:50] The orthodox theory of evolution works very well for explaining how higher plants emerged out of simpler plant forms, [00:04:50 - 00:05:06] how higher animals emerged from lower forms, but the great unsolved mystery of evolution generally is located in our own peculiar story [00:05:06 - 00:05:17] because in less than a couple of million years the human brain size doubled during the last three million years. [00:05:17 - 00:05:28] This has been called the most explosive development of the organ of a higher animal in the entire evolutionary record. [00:05:28 - 00:05:38] So then the question becomes what was the cause, what was the detonator, what was the catalyst [00:05:38 - 00:05:49] which literally revealed the presence of the human soul floating on a platform of primate organization. [00:05:49 - 00:06:02] And the case that I have made is I think very simple, very easy to understand and has deep implications for how we live our own lives today [00:06:02 - 00:06:11] and how we organize our societies today. It's a very simple three step process. [00:06:11 - 00:06:27] As the climaxed tropical rainforests of the cradle of humanity began to recede a million or so years ago in Africa [00:06:27 - 00:06:40] which is the cradle of the human race, our remote fruit eating ancestors who were perfectly happy having achieved a kind of evolutionary equilibrium [00:06:40 - 00:06:55] in the canopies of these tropical rainforests were forced down onto the grasslands in a situation of great evolutionary pressure. [00:06:55 - 00:07:08] They were having to learn new forms of locomotion, bipedalism, a new way of coordinating the visual system, binocular vision [00:07:08 - 00:07:15] and most importantly they were coming under dietary pressure. [00:07:15 - 00:07:29] And one of the points that I make in my book very strongly is that orthodox thinking about evolution has never admitted the importance of diet [00:07:29 - 00:07:43] into thinking about evolution. We all know that evolution proceeds through random mutation which then meets a force called natural selection. [00:07:43 - 00:07:56] But usually random mutation is presented as something which is to be traced back to cosmic rays and radiation present in the environment. [00:07:56 - 00:08:12] Certainly this is one of the inputs into the process of mutation. But you see when an animal or a human being suddenly expands their diet [00:08:12 - 00:08:27] suddenly begins to eat foods and experiment with foods that they have never experimented with before, these foods, these plants contain all kinds of exotic chemicals [00:08:27 - 00:08:46] natural insecticides, agents that cause these plants to taste very bitter so that animals will reject them as food and these chemicals are mutagenic agents. [00:08:46 - 00:08:59] So diet, a sudden shift in diet exposes a population to many more mutagenic influences than it was facing previously. [00:08:59 - 00:09:10] This happened to our proto-ancestors and as they began testing new foods in the grassland environment of the African veldt [00:09:10 - 00:09:27] they came upon psilocybin containing mushrooms which were growing in the dung of wild forms of cattle which were also evolving in this new grassland environment. [00:09:27 - 00:09:49] Well now the key or one of the pivotal concepts in my notion is related to the fact that psilocybin actually in very low doses increases visual acuity. [00:09:49 - 00:09:59] Edge detection and a kind of visual clarity is an affect of very low doses of psilocybin. [00:09:59 - 00:10:08] The equivalent in fact of having a plant in the environment which confers chemical binoculars on its user. [00:10:08 - 00:10:23] Well you don't have to be a rocket scientist to see that if there's a plant which gives better vision and there's a hunting and gathering animal in the proximity of that plant [00:10:23 - 00:10:38] that the animals that admit that plant into their diet will be more successful hunters, more successful gatherers, they will obtain an expanded food supply for their offspring [00:10:38 - 00:10:45] and they will tend to outbreed the non psilocybin using members of the population. [00:10:45 - 00:10:59] Now at slightly higher doses psilocybin like all CNS stimulants causes what pharmacologists and medical people call arousal. [00:10:59 - 00:11:13] This simply means a kind of undirected restlessness, a state of high alertness, restlessness, pacing and in a highly sexed species like ourselves [00:11:13 - 00:11:19] it means erection in the male and subsequent sexual activity. [00:11:19 - 00:11:30] This is a second factor then which would promote the outbreeding of the non psilocybin using members of the population you see [00:11:30 - 00:11:39] because the psilocybin using members of the population have an expanded food supply, more sex, more offspring. [00:11:39 - 00:11:44] Naturally they will tend to push out other members of the group. [00:11:44 - 00:11:59] Well then finally at the psychedelic dose level of these mushrooms you get a very important quality, in fact the centrally important quality for my argument [00:11:59 - 00:12:08] which any of you who have ever taken these things have experienced yourselves and that's what I call boundary dissolution. [00:12:08 - 00:12:14] And here's the notion in a nutshell. [00:12:14 - 00:12:24] When you look back through the primate phylogeny, clear back to the primitive primates, the squirrel monkeys and those sorts of animals [00:12:24 - 00:12:29] there are always what are called male dominance hierarchies. [00:12:29 - 00:12:42] There's an alpha male animal who through brute force usually takes the most desirable females under his command [00:12:42 - 00:12:55] and sets his lieutenants over, his male lieutenants over the rest of the females and this is how these monkey societies order themselves. [00:12:55 - 00:13:11] Well because psilocybin is a boundary dissolving hallucinogen and because the essence of ego consciousness which is necessary for these boundary hierarchies [00:13:11 - 00:13:17] and for these dominance hierarchies, the essence of ego is boundary definition. [00:13:17 - 00:13:33] So what I'm actually suggesting in this book is that we self-medicated ourselves into a state of gender equality and partnership [00:13:33 - 00:13:47] consciously or unconsciously by allowing this item in our diet which suppressed ego and hence suppressed male dominance hierarchies. [00:13:47 - 00:13:58] And so the ordinary momentum of primate evolution was interrupted and for a period of about, who knows, pick a number, [00:13:58 - 00:14:13] somewhere between 15 and 50,000 years ending about 10,000 years ago, we actually lived in a kind of paradise [00:14:13 - 00:14:24] where human beings were at equilibrium and in balance with the earth, where men and women were in balance with each other [00:14:24 - 00:14:37] and I should have mentioned this sexual arousal which went along with the mushroom taking promoted a style of orgy [00:14:37 - 00:14:47] probably at festivals which were lunar, at the new and full moon everybody basically just jumped each other's bones in a big heap [00:14:47 - 00:15:00] and the social consequence of orgy as a social style is that it makes it impossible for men to trace lines of male paternity. [00:15:00 - 00:15:10] This is very important. There is in a society which practices orgy no concept for men of my children. [00:15:10 - 00:15:23] There is only the concept of our children meaning the tribe, the group. So male loyalty goes toward the group [00:15:23 - 00:15:34] and this is very important because once men discovered male paternity, they discovered ownership of hunting grounds, [00:15:34 - 00:15:45] food supplies, women, you name it and it tended to feed back into the formation of the ego structure. [00:15:45 - 00:15:59] Well, and so I believe that really that was the golden age of humanity that we all long for and have a great poignancy for [00:15:59 - 00:16:11] that has even been called the nostalgia for paradise. I believe we have this nostalgia for paradise because we are the victims of a fall. [00:16:11 - 00:16:23] You see what happened was this African grassland environment which was necessary for the ecology of the mushrooms [00:16:23 - 00:16:34] and therefore necessary to maintain this partnership paradise. Eventually it all dried up. The Sahara turned to desert. [00:16:34 - 00:16:42] These people were forced out of Africa into the ancient Middle East and we fell into history. [00:16:42 - 00:16:51] And this is the moment at which agriculture was invented. Agriculture because you have to stay in one place [00:16:51 - 00:17:01] and tend the crops and defend the surplus of these successful agricultural efforts means the end to nomadism. [00:17:01 - 00:17:15] It means the birth of cities. It means the creation through surpluses of classes of those who have and those who have not. [00:17:15 - 00:17:23] It promotes kingship. It creates the need for standing armies. You can tell the drift here. [00:17:23 - 00:17:34] All the institutions that we associate with male oppression, with hierarchy, with dominance come into play at that point. [00:17:34 - 00:17:47] So my, I don't want to spend too much time on this, but just in a nutshell that situation is the situation in which we were born [00:17:47 - 00:17:55] and came to consciousness. The paradisical situation of gender partnership that then dissolved. [00:17:55 - 00:18:05] It was really a return back to the earlier primate style of male dominance and hierarchy when the mushroom was no longer available. [00:18:05 - 00:18:13] We returned to our old monkey ways and we have been practicing those monkey ways ever since. [00:18:13 - 00:18:23] Even as we reach toward the sequencing of the human genome, the exploration of the solar system, the exploration of the heart of matter. [00:18:23 - 00:18:32] Nevertheless, we do it from a psychologically damaged perspective. Now, the question of drugs. [00:18:32 - 00:18:41] Why as a species are we so obsessed and so addictible to so many things? [00:18:41 - 00:18:49] There are a few animals who will break into a compound for fermented fruit or something like that, [00:18:49 - 00:18:55] but we addict to dozens of substances and behaviors. [00:18:55 - 00:19:06] Well, I believe that you can make an analogy to a person who was abused or traumatized as a child. [00:19:06 - 00:19:23] The entirety of human history has been acted out in the light of the traumatic severing of our connection into the Gaian mother goddess [00:19:23 - 00:19:35] planetary matrix of organic wholeness that was the centerpiece of the psychedelic experience back in the high paleolithic. [00:19:35 - 00:19:49] In other words, the world of hallucination and vision that psilocybin carries you into is not your private unconscious [00:19:49 - 00:20:01] or the architecture of your neural programming, but it is in fact a kind of intellect key, a kind of being, [00:20:01 - 00:20:08] a kind of Gaian mind. For paleolithic human beings, it was the great goddess. [00:20:08 - 00:20:20] Once you sever from this matrix of meaning, what James Joyce called the mama matrix most mysterious, [00:20:20 - 00:20:31] once you sever yourself from that, then you have nothing but rationalism, ego, and male dominance to guide you. [00:20:31 - 00:20:40] And that's what has led us into the nightmarish labyrinth of technical civilization, overpopulation, [00:20:40 - 00:20:48] classism, racism, sexism, propaganda, so forth and so on, all the ills of modernity. [00:20:48 - 00:20:59] So I wrote this book making this argument because I believe that if we could import into straight society, [00:20:59 - 00:21:11] almost as a Trojan horse, the idea that these psychedelic compounds and plants are not aberrational, [00:21:11 - 00:21:23] they are not pathological, they are not some minor subset of the human possibility that only freaks and weirdos become involved with, [00:21:23 - 00:21:33] but rather they are in fact the catalyst that called forth humanness out of animal nature. [00:21:33 - 00:21:46] If we could entertain this as a possibility, it would change the way we think about so-called primitive societies, shamanism, [00:21:46 - 00:21:55] the psychedelic experience, society's efforts to control and eradicate these substances. [00:21:55 - 00:22:04] And I believe that we are really in a race on this planet now between education and disaster. [00:22:04 - 00:22:18] And it is the momentum of the ego that threatens to shove us over the cliff into Armageddon, famine, overpopulation. [00:22:18 - 00:22:32] You can kiss goodbye to democratic values. We are all going to live in an Orwellian anthill if we don't, what, change our minds. [00:22:32 - 00:22:42] We have to change our minds on a dime. I'm not talking about a 500 year program to slowly straighten things out. [00:22:42 - 00:22:53] We have, I believe, less than 30 years to come to terms with the dissolving ozone hole, the toxification of the oceans, [00:22:53 - 00:23:03] the greenhouse effect, the spread of epidemic disease, the rise of fascism, the relentless efforts of the free marketeers [00:23:03 - 00:23:10] to deal product in every corner of the planet. We must change our minds. [00:23:10 - 00:23:23] And what we have to do is have recourse to these same shamanic plants and shamanic practices that allowed our remote ancestors [00:23:23 - 00:23:34] to come to terms with the mystery of being and their situation on this planet vis-a-vis the rest of nature. [00:23:34 - 00:23:46] So I think it's very important at this time to make this argument as clearly as possible, to launch the idea into society, [00:23:46 - 00:24:01] and let argument and debate rage. Now you may think that I'm proposing blowing up some already existing edifice of theory [00:24:01 - 00:24:11] about how human beings came to be. This is not the case. As a matter of fact, orthodox anthropology hasn't a clue. [00:24:11 - 00:24:21] We are the fly in the soup of natural sciences, explanation of the evolution of species. [00:24:21 - 00:24:27] It's easy to understand how one kind of hummingbird emerges from another. [00:24:27 - 00:24:38] It's not very easy to understand how creatures that build something like Los Angeles can emerge out of creatures who hunt ants [00:24:38 - 00:24:49] by sticking grass stems down their holes, you know. We represent some kind of primary break with nature at the animal level. [00:24:49 - 00:24:58] And I believe it's because we have a symbiotic relationship with all of nature. We are wired for this. [00:24:58 - 00:25:08] There are drug receptors in our brains, in our physical brains that have been carried along for a thousand generations [00:25:08 - 00:25:18] without really being called into use. But now is the time. If we really believe that these things expand consciousness, [00:25:18 - 00:25:36] then we must study them, use them, apply them, because it's the absence of consciousness that is creating a terminal crisis, [00:25:36 - 00:25:42] not only for us as a species, but for every living thing on this planet. [00:25:42 - 00:25:57] And I think the psychedelic experience is as much a part of being alive as sexuality, language, the things which fulfill us [00:25:57 - 00:26:10] and give meaning to the human experience are left incomplete and impossible to assimilate if we don't place the capstone [00:26:10 - 00:26:24] on the edifice of our being in the world. And the capstone on that edifice is our right, our obligation, and the privilege [00:26:24 - 00:26:33] of dissolving our ordinary ego boundaries and merging with the mind and purpose of the planet. [00:26:33 - 00:26:42] This is what I was trying to say in the book, and this is what I hope I'm able to communicate to you this evening. [00:26:42 - 00:26:50] Thank you very much. [00:26:50 - 00:27:00] Okay, the first one. If you were in jail 20 years ago and you had to choose between Finnegan's Wake and McLuhan books [00:27:00 - 00:27:08] or any drug, which would you choose? How about today? [00:27:08 - 00:27:18] Has something happened in 20 years that should make these different choices? Well, I think I would choose, I think I would probably choose [00:27:18 - 00:27:21] I'm in prison, right? [00:27:21 - 00:27:25] You can either read or get high. [00:27:25 - 00:27:27] Well, in spite of the flash of something like